It is 4:00 in the evening. Having the tv remote in one hand keep flipping channels in mute, frequently moving towards the laptop to check if there is someone online to chat, having a half read book on the other hand lying up-side down on the lap, sounds from the vent of the heater and condenser of the refrigerator to break the silence, not in a mood to sleep or eat or anything is highly melancholic.
Seriously, there are about 100 and odd people in my Fb account, over 50+ in orkut, Gtalk and Yahoo. There are at least a min of 5 people available online every time, even now. Still, I don’t feel like chatting with them all. Now I think
1. What’s the point in having these people in my friends list when I can’t chat? That too when I am desperate to talk with someone.
2. It’s social net work – we need to spread our network. How many of us really chat with everyone in our list at least once a week?
3. Am I supposed to delete these people from my list or to have them for future or further use?
4. Does this happen only to me or with everyone else? No clues.
But, but, it’s very clear that I’m waiting for the right person. That one person with whom I can spend my time simply chatting, literally forgetting everything. Wow!!!
This obviously means that there are few people who are important, special and close to my heart making me comfortable with their company. And make me miss them when they are not there.
These people are my greatest asset, my greatest gift as they share their portion of life which they will never get back. I cherish my moment with you while I’m chatting or while I’m thinking of you.
You all have made me occupied once again through this blog. You owe me, my heart and my blog.
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